So Soon But Goodbye and Hello in Time

It was past 11 pm last night of October 11, 2009 when I was really lazy to do some important things. So, I then opt to view some of my stocked photos in my laptop looking for snap shots to replace my banner. As I passed by the folder where I kept my SPED days, without any single thought, I suddenly searched for the screen shot that I made when I was still chatting with a friend months ago. The photo was taken when he was at the hospital during his therapy sessions when he let me viewed his webcam. That was the last time when I saw him online. Because I last saw him personally during the first quarters of the year if I'm not mistaken.


It was around 1:00 am when Vonn sent me a message over ym informing me that one of our friends just passed away around 11:00 pm. Poof, GOOSEBUMPS to the max! Because he was pertaining to the person who I looked for in my folders. It was obviously dark, the room was quite cold because of the AC and the laptop was the only thing that was giving me light. Upon receiving the grave news from Vonn, I know it was not just plain goose bumps. Because I am a person who can stand cold temperature without getting goose bumps. The only part of my body that gets cold is my feet. Was that coincidence? Why would I bother looking for his photos when I felt so lazy last night? I know there’s a reason why I gave effort in looking for his photo. I am a person who doesn’t feel all those “paramdam” from people who die even when my grandmother passed away. There's always a first time, the first time that I felt a bit scared. It was indeed an unusual experience for me.


So this morning, October 12, yes it’s confirmed from his brother. He really did passed away 11 pm. He will be home back here in Naga tomorrow morning. I then hurriedly informed some of my friends who also knew Aboi. I got to know Aboi personally when I took my Sped units in Ateneo. Surprisingly, he was already a friend of mine under his nickname like Mosquiton and because he was one of the Dy4-Clan when I was still in HS and early college years. IRC days really gave me a lot of friends who are still with me up to the present and Aboi was one of them. He wasn’t just a chatmate, he wasn’t just a classmate in sped, he was like my protector,. He protects me from my weaknesses by giving me encouragements to face them. I will surely treasure those meek words that you gave me.


I will miss our chitchats especially when he teases me a lot because he knew one secret of mine that only a few knows. I know you will still keep it as a secret aboi. We shared photos in flickr and talk about what was recently happening in my life. Now, he is with the Lord. No more sufferings, no more cancer, no more pain. It’s time for you to live your life with Him. Cancer chooses no one, cancer chooses no age, Aboi will always be an icon of great courage fighting against Cancer. I will surely miss you my dear friend. You left So Soon, but we had to say Goodbye because we know you’re ready. In time we’ll say Hello once again. >:D<

*Pictures to be uploaded later

So Much For All Those

So much for all those happy thoughts along the reef of sadness
So much for all those chitchats along the isle of boredom

There was a sudden change of wind. I'm certain that it wasn't a storm or a tornado. But things change, expectations change and people do, even though you least expect them to. Reality check, not all people that we perceive to be nice will always be nice. Just remember, give yourself a chance for you to see the genuine heart of a person. Even if you're not asked to appreciate them at least you did your part. Good luck and have patience.

Live Feed of Fluvial Procession 2009

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Another Crap

Geeee look at my horoscope for today. tsk tsk. Another crap indeed.

Now is the time for you Pisces to directly confront something that has been bothering you in your romantic affairs. It could be that something has been hidden or ignored in your love life for some time, and today you are going to nip these unresolved issues in the bud. You may receive some clarity on a painful or problematic relationship aspect, or some new information that makes you see someone entirely differently. Either way, your romantic goals are possible today, so long as you are willing to give someone the benefit of the doubt.

Revision of Plains Stripes Prints

Time, time, time, I think it's about 2 years or more that I started working on my wordpress blog, which was my first ever blog on-line. I checked out my wordpress account (but i'm not going to post it here haha) and it's a blessing that I used my default username and password for all seasons. I even forgot how the layout of my wordpress account looks like, but I think there was a slight change. It's delighting to see your own outputs brought about by mixed emotions for about 3 to 4 years ago. I even saw how crappy I am with my words and grammar that's why I felt so lucky to have retrieved them. I was able to have a good laugh with my errors. I decided to revise my Plains Stripes Prints description... here it goes...

I’m plain.. i’m stripes. and i’m printed

im plain with clear outlook to who i am. im not much of a talker because i am much of a listener, i like to scribble anything that comes out of my mind. sometimes i say it, sometimes i don’t, because there are things that should be left unsaid for others to realize that the absence of word will be enough for an asnwer. no matter how complex life is, i’d still like to live life plain and simple, because too much pre-occupation on the complex can make a person dull and stupid.

i live in stripes..vertical or horizontal.. there are a lot of ways to survive this life called reality. we may have the same coping mechanisms, but we differ on how we feel and react towards all those stressors in life. i live by my words by hit or miss, i stand for what i say.. sometimes life can be misleading because of mouths around us that can make or break us. be affected with what others say or be the effect of what you say to others. it’s a matter of how you strip in the stripes that crosses over your pathway.

i need some prints in my consciousness. i need your reactions to teach me how to live life well and to use my words in the utmost good way. we all need someone beyond ourselves who can pop our heads out to be awakened by reality. we all leave prints in the heart of all those we meet, as you leave prints in my heart, i’ll try to leave something in your heart as well. don’t forget that prints can be also be scars, so let us stay away from that.

Anything visible is powerful, what is Plainly seen, Stripes that crosses over, and Prints that leave marks. But the unseen in a person is something that we should learn, explore and understand. PSP and the unknown is what is within ME that makes me human enough to co-exist with you.

I am the me who can’t be you, but I can share my life with you.

Revised: 08 September 2009, 12:29

Thank You

Thanks for your comment. It's deeply appreciated po. As i have said, i'm not trying to prove anything with this blog specifically itong Plains Stripes Prints ko po. It' always on the process that I'm learning and i'm able to notice my errors because of your comments. I'm not opting to be someone din and kung mapapansin nyo po (if na browse nyo po ung nsa hulihan), ung early posts ko here ay from my old blog pa sa wordpress, mga tinago k lng yan and i didn't edit them para may authenticity ng errors. haha. pero seriously di ko tlga inedit pa ang mga un kahit may mga mali. di ko narin naasikaso to, 3 entries na lng pala sa month of June? ouch.. kc i created another blog na mas kumain ng oras ko which is Naga City Deck

Please visit nlng http://nagacitydeck.blogspot.com/ kc yan na ang na uupdate ko lagi. See you there!!