Genuinely Untold

What if love doesn’t have a name?

Will I feel numb and plain?

What if love wasn’t created

Will I be devastated?

This I felt before long

But I know it doesn’t have to stay long

This love is untold

And it has to be withhold

As it rests in silence will it be weak?

If it boasts in delight will it smile and shriek?

But I chose to keep this love in cloak-and-dagger

That no one will ever blabber

No queries to be asked

No weariness to be worried

This love will be left untold

It will rest in silence to last forever

It will boast in my heart to eternity

And in secrecy it will grow genuinely

~ by babytanya16 on September 28, 2008.

One Response to “Genuinely Untold”

1. very nice…
   but if love be untold..
   how can it survive?
   if its in your heart
   then it is alive..
   no matter how you hide it
   it will always leak out
   no secret can be kept
   for every one has a mouth..
   it is a difficult dilemma
   this love that they say..
   i wish everything would just stay the same
   and maybe that special person would come knockin one day…….:)

   nathan said this on September 29, 2008 at 4:08 pm

I.C.U. of the Heart

Sometimes it’s better to play safe and do not have a stand. Yes or No? or Maybe? It’s just like questioning yourself whether you have been adequate or not, whether you have been true to yourself or not. If you see others as insensitive, did you ever ask yourself, where you insensitive too at some point in time? Sometimes in getting along with your friends you see some of the qualities that you like and do not like and worse… hate. Now, believe it or not insecurities can come into the picture. It can destroy whatever you have with you. It can make you think and feel others as insensitive of what you are feeling. Kinda selfish?I.C.U. Insensitive Care Unit. Insensitive with care that is one hell of a fight and irony. INsensitive meaning there was sensitivity “before”… that’s why with the prefix IN-, sensitivity became less or became zero down under. People can become caring but they can become insensitive unconsciously. Why unconsciously? Because other’s may feel that “”It’s not what they have been expecting, or better yet it’s what they should not ever ever expect.” Sometimes it’s better to play safe and do not have a stand. “just let things be on their own, just let things happen as they should occur” Never manipulate them if you can’t handle them. Never turn the steering wheel without knowing where to go if you don’t want your heart and soul to be confined in the ICU.

[24 March 2007]

Flat Line

i’m feeling too much hatred

hatred to myself

there’s an entity of anger

that runs through my veins..

as it reaches my heart

there’s a clot into the chambers

as the chambers lodges my emotions

it makes my happy memories stifle

how can I ever say stop

when I cannot respire any longer

how can I ever feel good

when I’m reaching my flat line

[27 February 2008]