Last night, I had a chat with my Sissy Ching. We did some catching up on our latest happenings in our lives. Here's another common thing in us. It's no doubt why we have been close because of some things that we usually talk about. We don't know if this is bad luck or there's something wrong with us. Actually there is. Haha
The following are random thoughts and realizations that I gathered from our conversation.
- MU can be MisUnderstanding, Malabong Usapan and not anymore Mutual Understanding. MisUnderstanding is the latest definition of MU.
- From the text message of Ching this morning: "Sometimes it's better to push someone away, not because you stopped loving that someone, but because you have to love yourself and shield yourself from too much pain."
- Another argument from that message is: Loving oneself and shielding oneself from too much pain is better than loving with no assurance. At least you kept something for yourself, right?
- Shielding oneself from pain is selfishness covered with fear and not giving yourself a chance to be loved by others.
- You may be saying that you love the person, but you are not ready to take the risk of letting him love you, then it isn't love that you are feeling as well.
- The fear is growing within you that all the other senses are blocked... most especially the "heart sense" which gives us the ability to love and be loved by others.
- We are in our safety zone, away from pain, we are feeling the pain now that is why we are shielding ourselves. We are hesitant to move away from this safety zone.
- Common ground of all these?? Fear.
hayyyzz Chingkay, baka magkatotoo si snabi ni Jobo sato, na dai na kita maaragom. lol.
very nice…
but if love be untold..
how can it survive?
if its in your heart
then it is alive..
no matter how you hide it
it will always leak out
no secret can be kept
for every one has a mouth..
it is a difficult dilemma
this love that they say..
i wish everything would just stay the same
and maybe that special person would come knockin one day…….:)