The Present is the Past
Random Thoughts (Again)
Deleted thousands of messages
Was able to face it with easiness
Hoping there was nothing given
Hoping there was nothing remembered
Was able to overcome the past
Was able to overcome the usual
An observer of behavior
Is like giving meaning to things that should not be given any meaning
Should I ask?
Or should I not?
Fear is always there
That rejection and I cannot bear
But for me to know the present I must understand the past
Deleted thousands of messages
Was able to face it with easiness
Hoping there was nothing given
Hoping there was nothing remembered
Was able to overcome the past
Was able to overcome the usual
An observer of behavior
Is like giving meaning to things that should not be given any meaning
Should I ask?
Or should I not?
Fear is always there
That rejection and I cannot bear
But for me to know the present I must understand the past
It's Been A While
Thank God bebeng is out! But I continue praying for those families who were greatly affected with the flood. I really pity those families who worked hard for their farms.
Wow! It's May already and it's nearly half of 2011.
So far so good, it's never a question that God is always good! Blessings here and there.
Thank you Google (♥_♥) for being cooperative.
When Bebeng was pouring down too much rain outside and there was no power, I was able to clean out my inbox. Well at least some of them. Four thousand messages is very tiresome to check, whether which of them are approved for omission.
Happy to read some of them, but somehow got sad with most of them. Some of them I stored for years and some are for months. I thought that deleting them would be as easy as Marking All of them at once, but I was completely wrong. BUT, the good news is.. I was able to delete approximately 1,000 messages (i think), that's an achievement right?? That leaves me around 3 thousand messages more to delete. It's still an achievement!
Well good luck to me, I guess I should not open them anymore, Mark them all at once and hit the DELETE button.
I almost forgot, it's May, so that means I have something to finish something before June starts! I pray for wisdom dear God!
P.S. It's always better to write down things that you need to do. Once you write down tasks / goals / happiness and sadness, it's a way of affirming yourself. So stay positive, think positive to do positive things plus always pray for everything that you do.
Wow! It's May already and it's nearly half of 2011.
So far so good, it's never a question that God is always good! Blessings here and there.
Thank you Google (♥_♥) for being cooperative.
When Bebeng was pouring down too much rain outside and there was no power, I was able to clean out my inbox. Well at least some of them. Four thousand messages is very tiresome to check, whether which of them are approved for omission.
Happy to read some of them, but somehow got sad with most of them. Some of them I stored for years and some are for months. I thought that deleting them would be as easy as Marking All of them at once, but I was completely wrong. BUT, the good news is.. I was able to delete approximately 1,000 messages (i think), that's an achievement right?? That leaves me around 3 thousand messages more to delete. It's still an achievement!
Well good luck to me, I guess I should not open them anymore, Mark them all at once and hit the DELETE button.
I almost forgot, it's May, so that means I have something to finish something before June starts! I pray for wisdom dear God!
P.S. It's always better to write down things that you need to do. Once you write down tasks / goals / happiness and sadness, it's a way of affirming yourself. So stay positive, think positive to do positive things plus always pray for everything that you do.
My ABC of Gratitude for Year 2010
Happy New Year Everyone!
Image by Ralph Balanta
I have lots of things to say for my year end post but in order to keep it short and easy to read (Plus I'm kind of lazy) I'll just post my A to Z of feelings of gratitude for year 2010.
A - for the ANGER that taught me how to be kind to others and to my self.
B - BAMBI our Mini Pin, a protector in our home. her sweetness is a stress reliever
C - my COLLEGE friends who are far yet near.
D - for letting me DRIVE safe all year round, everyday and everywhere.
E - for the ENERGY that I have especially whenever I need to be strong
F - my FAMILY who has been always there for me every second of my life
G - my GUIDANCE Center family for being my second family at work
H - my High School friends who never fail to remind me that I'm so lucky to have them
I - my other "I" as my alter ego
J - for the JOY in every simple thing that I'm seeing
K - KATHY for being home this December after four years.
L - LITZ friends for being my best guy buds
M - for the MANGO TANGO cake which was close to the Mango Bravo cake of Conti's
N - NCD supporters, I Love Naga!
O - the 'OTHERS' who I might have misunderstandings with, my apologies
P - PSYCHOMETRICIAN, my work now. I'm trying to live up to it.
Q - to the QUESTIONS that made me turn to God and be more close to Him
R - the first full RAINBOW that I saw last Dec. 23, 2010
S - SKYSCRAPER friends for the friendship and the effort in promoting our city and province
T - for all the TRAVELS that I had this year, both for business and pleasure.
U - for the UNDERSTANDING that I got from all the people around me
V - for the VICTORY of my endeavors during year 2010
W - my WONDERFUL students esp the Psychology students
X - the X Factor God given blessing that helped me in a lot of ways
Y - YOU who is reading this for being my friend
Z - the ZEAL of life GOD has given me
I treasure every thing that comes across my way. Some of them might be insignificant to others, like a small piece of paper might be a trash but very important to me. Spare my shallowness, for I find strength in those simple things around me. I do not have a resolution or a promise for year 2011. I only have an ABC for year 2011.
A - ACHIEVE God's plan for year 2011. With His light and stronger faith to Him, I'll find my way right.
B - the BEAUTY of life that God has offered me for the past 25 years, may it continue to flow together with humility
C - the CHANCE to wake up each day and continue to discover people's goodness no matter how different we are.
Let's once again journey 2011! Cheers and God bless!
I LOVE YOU ALL!
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