Plains...Stripes...Prints: Another One

Posted in dream Posted by Naga City Deck on Sunday, November 7, 2010 at 7:33 PM

I get it Lolo Freud, you're so good in timing. I'm making my Final Requirements in one of my subjects in my masters. Yep, it's late, due to unacceptable reasons that I have with me, it's long overdue. As my tukayo said before "If deadlines can kill, I should be dead by now". I got caught up while writing my final exam, Freud's dream interpretation once again called my attention.

Last night, I barely slept for 3 hours and in that three hours I woke up for around 5 times! Too much I can say. No wonder Kuya Pao noticed that I have baggages under my eyes today. My unconscious is screaming, but of course I don't know what makes it scream. This morning, just like any ordinary day, I went to work with some confusions in me. I was driving when I recalled that I had a dream when I was asleep. In the dream, the brake of the car wasn't working no matter how hard I step on it. Thank God it didn't happen today or I'm praying that it won't happen in the future.

I believe this is still part of my recurring dreams but in a different perspective because I still felt the same fear like the ones that I had before. =(

PSP Prologue

I’m plain.. i’m stripes. and i’m printed

im plain with clear outlook to who i am. im not much of a talker because i am much of a listener, i like to scribble anything that comes out of my mind. sometimes i say it, sometimes i don’t, because there are things that should be left unsaid for others to realize that the absence of word will be enough for an asnwer. no matter how complex life is, i’d still like to live life plain and simple, because too much pre-occupation on the complex can make a person dull and stupid.

i live in stripes..vertical or horizontal.. there are a lot of ways to survive this life called reality. we may have the same coping mechanisms, but we differ on how we feel and react towards all those stressors in life. i live by my words by hit or miss, i stand for what i say.. sometimes life can be misleading because of mouths around us that can make or break us. be affected with what others say or be the effect of what you say to others. it’s a matter of how you strip in the stripes that crosses over your pathway.

i need some prints in my consciousness. i need your reactions to teach me how to live life well and to use my words in the utmost good way. we all need someone beyond ourselves who can pop our heads out to be awakened by reality. we all leave prints in the heart of all those we meet, as you leave prints in my heart, i’ll try to leave something in your heart as well. don’t forget that prints can be also be scars, so let us stay away from that.

Anything visible is powerful, what is Plainly seen, Stripes that crosses over, and Prints that leave marks. But the unseen in a person is something that we should learn, explore and understand. PSP and the unknown is what is within ME that makes me human enough to co-exist with you.

I am the me who can’t be you, but I can share my life with you.