Legend of the Guardians

I believe I'm excited to watch this movie by September 24, 2010. I saw the trailer before the movie Clash of the Titans. The song Kings and Queens caught me because it was familiar, but beforehand I really didn't like the song not until I saw this trailer. The soundtrack fits the trailer and it fits the flight of the Owls of Ga'Hoole! Woah I can't believe I'm actually excited once more for a movie. This is a must see in 3D. I loved Happy Feet, I'm sure this will be as great as the stomping of the feet of the penguins as much as the flight of the owls. Oh not to mention, the owls are so cute!

Let the countdown begin!

Double Vision

i just had some double vision this morning for about 10 seconds.

whenever i look at this photo of Uma Thurman above, my eyes can still feel what i felt when i had them.

when i was about to sign some test results, i looked down on the paper and it happened.

obviously i can't see properly, i tried to blink, still the same, i tried to close my eyes, my tear ducts started to secrete tears as i tried to move my eyeballs. when i closed my eyes i even rubbed them (i hope that gesture of rubbing will not make it any worse) then little by little my vision returned to normal.

for a while, i got scared. what was that? i panicked for a moment because it's the first time i experienced such. 

i tried to look it up on the internet and i didn't like it. if there's a second display of this double vision, i will now consult an ophthalmologist to be sure. i hope this is just plain eye strain... aka caused by stress. 

no eyeglasses for me as much as possible.

i love my eyes. 

Where is the You?

The song When God Made you by Natalie Grant was introduced to me by one of our GC's here in the university. She, being single thought of sharing it to us specifically to the single ladies in our office. I thought I would be clinging to the song of Michael Buble entitled Just Haven't Met You Yet for quite some time but I guess I still am.

The song When God Made You is just an enlightenment. Have a little faith might not be enough, but just have faith will be more than enough.

Where is the You that the song When God Made You is telling me and where is the you that I just Haven't Met yet.

When God Made You by Natalie Grant

It's always been a mystery to me
How two hearts can come together
And love can last forever
But now that I have found you, I believe
That a miracle has come
When God sends the perfect one

Now gone are all my questions about why
And I've never been so sure of anything in my life

chorus:
I wonder what God was thinking
When He created you
I wonder if He knew everything I would need
Because He made all my dreams come true
When God made you
He must have been thinking about me

I promise that wherever you may go
Wherever life may lead you
With all my heart I'll be there too
From this moment on I want you to know
I'll let nothing come between us
I'll love what ever you love

chorus:

He made the sun He made the moon
to harmonise in perfect tune
One can't move without the other
They just have to be together
And that is why I know it's true
You're for me and I'm for you
Cause my world just can't be right
Without you in my life

I wonder what God was thinking
When He created you
I wonder if He knew everything I would need
Because He made all my dreams come true
He must have heard every prayer I've been praying
Yes, He knew everything I would need
When God made you
When dreams come true
When God made you
He must have been thinking about me

Haven't Met You Yet by Michael Buble

I'm not surprised, not everything lasts

I've broken my heart so many times, I stopped keeping track

Talk myself in, I talk myself out

I get all worked up, then I let myself down

I tried so very hard not to lose it

I came up with a million excuses

I thought, I thought of every possibility

And I know someday that it'll all turn out

You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out

And I promise you, kid, that I give so much more than I get

I just haven't met you yet

I might have to wait, I'll never give up

I guess it's half timing, and the other half's luck

Wherever you are, whenever it's right

You'll come out of nowhere and into my life

And I know that we can be so amazing

And, baby, your love is gonna change me

And now I can see every possibility

And somehow I know that it'll all turn out

You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out

And I promise you, kid, I give so much more than I get

I just haven't met you yet

They say all's fair

In love and war

But I won't need to fight it

We'll get it right and we'll be united

And I know that we can be so amazing

And being in your life is gonna change me

And now I can see every single possibility

And someday I know it'll all turn out

And I'll work to work it out

Promise you, kid, I'll give more than I get

Than I get, than I get, than I get

Oh, you know it'll all turn out

And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out

And I promise you kid to give so much more than I get

Yeah, I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet

Oh, promise you, kid

To give so much more than I get

I said love, love, love, love

Love, love, love, love

(I just haven't met you yet)

Love, love, love, love

Love, love

I just haven't met you yet

Disappear

No matter what you do good, all they see are the bad ones over and over and over and over and over againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

I wish I can just disappear.

Murderer: Killing Time

I'm out, alone, with my Curly Tops and Ellie. Oops, I bought a book a while ago, hopefully I can read it and finish everything in a few days. Been wanting to have a copy of Mitch Albom's Tuesdays with Morrie, I've read lines from the book that a friend once shared. So there, I bought my copy. I've seen this book few years back, but I never intended to buy it before. The cover looks plain and boring so I didn't bother. The true essence of a book isn't always seen from the cover. It was wrong of me to judge the book by its cover. You have to flip the page and dig into the couch and savor every word that your eyes read.

This was my initial plan for the day.

A. Go on a road trip. Waste some gas to feel the road. It makes me feel stronger.

B. Watch a movie at the cinema.

C. To top it all, be alone with myself.

On my right is Ellie, with earphones plugged and the other end in my ears playing random songs. The noise in this place is just not conducive to being alone and reflecting, but I can stand it. I just had to hit the volume loud enough to look as if there's no one else with me. I came here in a coffee shop with with two other customers in front of me, I just don' t know if how many hours were they here, but still they're here. Can anyone of you leave now so that I can transfer there on the cozy couch? :D I came here at around 11:30 am, it's now 2:31 pm at this very moment.

I'm a murderer, I killed time and still killing it now. Good thing it didn't cry out loud, no blood came out. If time is alive, I guess time has died for a million times, but it's immortal. I wanted to sit idly but Curly Tops just doesn't want to be left out or rather this is my pacifier. I can vent out with him when I'm feeling sad. I ordered one White Mocha Java Tall, and this time the hot version and not the Java Frost. A few hours after, I had my second order, Lasagna.

It's funny when people go to coffee shops or any other restaurants just to surf the net. Of course you have to pay for the food that you have to order. It's but mandatory to order something if you're going to sit using their utilities. haha Mahiya ka naman sitting there without ordering anything. Sip the coffee by milliliters, every after 15 minutes, it would take you hours just to finish the whole drink. Order one by one if you're planning to stay for a few hours. Are you paying for the coffee? Are you paying for the food? Are you paying for the wifi service? The answer is yes for all the three questions, but I'm paying to be alone. Crap, what kind of reasoning is that?! Ang emo naman. Kidding aside, I just wanted to feel every bit of me right now, reflecting what has happened after 2010 opened it's doors to all of us.

To conclude, I laid my 3 plans, I only achieved the last one, PLAN C.

Plan A Fall Back: One of the rear tires got punctured. Good thing it wasn't my fault. Paps had to had it vulcanized. So no road trip for me, and I saved up some gas.

Plan B Fall Back: After having my pedicure done, I thought I'll be watching any of the movies here in this mall. Too bad, I got lazy.

Plan C VICTORY: Literally not alone, because there's a lot of people around me. What I'm saying is, I went here alone, talking to no one, except when I ordered for my food. So there, I killed time and still killing it now. Is there anyone who wants to save time for me? Don't dare or I'll eat you! haha If you have a perfect reason to save time with me, you have to prove that you're worth my time. Naks. As if meron. haha

I just wanted to nourish my mind and soul. This is why I'm murdering time now.

Btw, one downside of being alone while you're out is this, walang magbabantay sa gamit mo kung wiwiwi ka na. waaaa lalo na hnd ka pa naman aalis. hahaha

Joan's Cube

Life is colorful... just like the Rubik's Cube.

Which cube do you prefer to look at, the solved cube or the unsolved cube? Both of them are still colorful. Life with problems and without problems are both colorful. It just depend on how you perceive them that makes it colorful or not.

I hope solving problems or confusions is just like solving the Rubik's Cube.

By just following the pattern you'll get to put all the colors together on the same side.

But if you do not have the patience to follow the pattern, chances are, you'll never solve the cube

We control our own cube. We control our own life.