Plains...Stripes...Prints: Somebody Wants You, But Still a Nobody

Posted in nobody, robot, somebody Posted by Naga City Deck on Monday, October 6, 2008 at 10:41 AM

i want, i like, i wish,
to be a robot..IF I’M A ROBOT
ill do everything you want me to do
ill follow everything you want me to do
id love to hear everything you want to say to me
i can be your servant..with no complaints and no errors..
close to perfection..

if i am a robot,
i won’t feel any hunger
i won’t feel any thirst
i won’t feel any feeling
i won’t feel any emotion
i don’t know any reaction
i don’t know what i should feel
i don’t know who i am
i don’t know what i am
it will be okay to be sad because i wil not know what is the meaning of happiness
and the most important simple best thing of being a robot
i won’t feel any tiredness
i won’t feel any pain

everything will be left unsaid in my system..
everything will just be words of orders
and everything will be left as is.. A NON-LIVING THING
i want to be feelingLESS
i want to be NOBODY in this world

a robot becomes someone always liked and wanted..but still a NOBODY..
no huge demands, no emotions, no feelings.
just “JUST”

[21 November 2007]

PSP Prologue

I’m plain.. i’m stripes. and i’m printed

im plain with clear outlook to who i am. im not much of a talker because i am much of a listener, i like to scribble anything that comes out of my mind. sometimes i say it, sometimes i don’t, because there are things that should be left unsaid for others to realize that the absence of word will be enough for an asnwer. no matter how complex life is, i’d still like to live life plain and simple, because too much pre-occupation on the complex can make a person dull and stupid.

i live in stripes..vertical or horizontal.. there are a lot of ways to survive this life called reality. we may have the same coping mechanisms, but we differ on how we feel and react towards all those stressors in life. i live by my words by hit or miss, i stand for what i say.. sometimes life can be misleading because of mouths around us that can make or break us. be affected with what others say or be the effect of what you say to others. it’s a matter of how you strip in the stripes that crosses over your pathway.

i need some prints in my consciousness. i need your reactions to teach me how to live life well and to use my words in the utmost good way. we all need someone beyond ourselves who can pop our heads out to be awakened by reality. we all leave prints in the heart of all those we meet, as you leave prints in my heart, i’ll try to leave something in your heart as well. don’t forget that prints can be also be scars, so let us stay away from that.

Anything visible is powerful, what is Plainly seen, Stripes that crosses over, and Prints that leave marks. But the unseen in a person is something that we should learn, explore and understand. PSP and the unknown is what is within ME that makes me human enough to co-exist with you.

I am the me who can’t be you, but I can share my life with you.